3跟娘親同睡

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    ???「???寒???兒???睡???床???，???娘???睡???地???上???。???」

    ???葉???寒???彎???身???拾???起???那???被???，???抖???乾???淨???灰???塵???，???道???：

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    ???「???這........???」

    ???「???孩???兒???與???娘???親???四???年???沒???見???了???，???也???好???敘???敘???舊???。???」

    ???葉???寒???也???不???看???婦???人???，???逕???自???坐???上???床???擦???著???濕???髮???。

    ???「........???都???隨???你???，???你???喜???歡???便???好???。???」

    ???婦???人???拿???過???他???手???上???布???巾???，???繼???續???替???他???擦???頭???髮???，???道???：

    ???「???我???都???已???忘???記???上???回???替???你???擦???髮???是???何???時???了???。???」

    ???葉???寒???道???：

    ???「???是???我???五???歲???那???年???。???」

    ???婦???人???手???下???一???滯???，???囁???嚅???道???：

    ???「???我???並???非.....???並???非???不???愛???你???，???你???是???我???唯???一???的???孩???子???，???我.......???」

    ???說???著???說???著???，???卻???又???說???不???下???去???了???。

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    ???葉???寒???轉???頭???望???向???婦???人???，???嘴???角???含???笑???，???又???指???指???書???架???道???：

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    ???「???娘???親???將???這???收???好???。???」

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    ???「???怎???地???還???有???這???樣???多???錢???？???不???是???都???讓???葉???老???二......???」???婦???人???低???聲???驚???呼???。

    ???「???這???不???是???葉???家???的???錢???，???是???孩???兒???與???友???人???合???夥???做???了???點???小???生???意???賺???來???的???，???如???今???我???身???上???真???的???什???麼???都???不???剩???了???。???」

    ???婦???人???捏???緊???了???布???包???，???一???副???不???知???該???收???哪???好???的???模???樣???，???葉???寒???微???笑???道???：

    ???「???娘???難???道???沒???有???藏???錢???的???地???方???？???」

    ???「???有???是???有???，???可???這???銀???票???面???額???很???大???罷???？???我???怕???藏???不???妥......???」

    ???「???明???日???娘???去???錢???莊???將???這???些???銀???票???存???了???罷???。???」

    ???「???寒???兒......???」???婦???人???用???疑???惑???的???眼???神???望???著???他???。

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    ???婦???人???點???點???頭???，???慎???重???地???道???：

    ???「???這???些???銀???票???留???著???將???來???給???你???娶???媳???婦???兒???，???往???後???你???的???開???銷???娘???來???負???責???。???」

    ???葉???寒???嗯???了???聲???，???忽???然???放???軟???嗓???音???撒???嬌???道???：

    ???「???明???天???要???先???給???孩???兒???買???兩???套???衣???服???。???」

    ???婦???人???眸???中???一???痛???，???忙???道???：

    ???「???兩???套???怎???麼???夠???，???以???往???沒???買???的???，???娘???都???會???補???回???來???給???你???。???」

    ???葉???寒???見???她???眼???裡???又???泛???淚???光???，???便???道???：

    ???「???我???累???了???，???想???睡???。???」

    ???婦???人???斂???去???淚???意???，???點???頭???道???：

    ???「???好???，???你???睡???進???去???罷???。???」

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    ???「???娘???睡???裡???面???。???」

    ???婦???人???面???上???一???赧???：

    ???「???瞧???娘???笨???的???，???你???是???大???人???了???。???」

    ???這???才???脫???了???鞋???襪???，???爬???到???床???內???側???躺???下???，???葉???寒???也???跟???著???躺???下???，???拉???過???被???子???蓋???住???兩???人???。

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    ???「???真???睏???。???」

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    ???她???轉???頭???，???看???到???葉???寒???清???秀???的???側???臉???，???想???起???他???幼???時???便???常???用???這???樣???的???姿???勢???撒???嬌???，???心???裡???又???是???一???酸???。

    ???「???是???娘???對???不???起???你.......???」

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